I just closed my home daycare about two months ago due to this feeling of anxiety/depression, not because I don't love my job but because I could never leave, and the depression of the winter got the best of me, working from sun up to sun down and not seeing the sun on my terms, so I regretably closed. I went to a center where I am currently and my 14 month old DS attends also. Ive been here for a few months and love it of course because I love childcare and now I have adults around me so not so lonely but again sun up to sun down and NOW I don't see my DS and that I cant handle that. His care being in someone else's hands.
SOO now I'm thinking back to home daycare but not 7-5:30. maybe something more part time, a MDO program or preschool program maybe?
Any experience strength and hope is appreciated!

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